It’s so hard not knowing tomorrow.
Or next month.
Or next year — our beautiful stories
buried,
waiting to bud.
Untilled Mark 4:27 Our trowels hang from heavy belts and we stoop to scoop for untilled dirt, some turn of root to excavate hints of a whispered where, pilfer a glimpse of the soil’s blueprint, prepare for now, shovel the when, spade plunged below, grovel to our know on mud-caked knees, bent for why this fate, this flood unleashing the wail against our wait—we’re asked to scatter seed and sleep, uncurl our bodies to the skies, unbelt our burdens from time’s waist— for what is underground, we know not how nor could imagine that en-earthed glory— germination of buried story.
This poem was first published in my collection, All the Untils.
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"prepare for now, shovel the when" -- I could meditate on this line endlessly, unearthing its sweet and deep truths.